BLURRED VISION

she trusted him the most she believed him more than herself  it didnt matter who was right and who was not  what mattered was her friendship with him  and yet she faced that day alone  ,when , it happened the thought of him lying was unacceptable to her she went against many to stand with the one equally he was always there for her and yet she faced that day alone , when  it happened he told her  she listened the secret stayed amongst them many came to know  they stood with them  ans yet she faced that day alone when, it happened the phone rang  the conversation began  the voice from the otherside  shattered all her thoughts  it all turned upside down  he was never to be trusted  his words were a lie he was a devil in the shape of a friend  she was a fool  she was  alone when it all happened .

Sometimes I just listen I can oppose something but I don't want to Its just better to stare in the oblivion And wait for that sobriety I do feel detatched I listen to my friends conversing And I dont even bother to listen I feel out of place Then comes the one with whom even silence turns into an interesting conversation A person with whom you can never feel out of place I wish the silence helps me listen to my conscience

the parade of sleepless nights never ends . nostalgia never ends . wait never ends . we are apparently nothing but simple souls in complex bodies . our simple soul is unable to take the burden of our problems hence we put it on our complex body's most important part-brain .  i am sitting and staring at my bookshelf , wondering if these books were some alternate reality which only certain people had access to . a reality where career and studies and money were secondary . a reality where we could live the lives of all the protagonists from those books . in this evident + professional + practical world being diabolical is being smart . diabolical is actually a much more sophisticated  word than its meaning , the meaning is " devilous " or "satanic" which is kinda dramatical . isn't it ? a better yet more realistic thing is to create an alter ego , welcome schizophrenia  into your life , it will be just like having all your books come to life , imagining wh...

"i am hurt " "i am shattered " "i am disappointed " --- well this is how i should describe my feelings at the moment , but it is factually overrrated . someone once said a wise thing "expectations leads to disappointed ". me being an obedient person expects a lot from people . nostalgia is my fav state of mind .but just because i expect from people doesnt mean they are compelled to live up to my expectations . hence we become what we are told to become , an expectationless character . thus we face and accept the fact that the glorious past is notr coming back . we have to step in the oblivion of our future . the saying " history repeats itself " is a FALLACY .

do we owe people to be in our lives ? or is it their own choice ? that we are forced to adapt with the change in them we are forced to stay silent even when they become the worst version of themselves newton rightly said " every force has an equal and opposite reaction " whenever you want to let go , a sudden feeling of holding on comes as a rebound you try to adapt to this new person , hold on until.............. it becomes too hurtful holding on hurts more than letting go every word  that person says  throws you back to the person he was the friendships hangs by a thread (effort) made only by you with all this you take a decision a decision to finally let go is it tougher ? or maybe toughest decision ?

people can be as fake as they want you dont really know any one  your not worthy to anyone but yourself the earlier you realise that the better you will be  the person who cared the most says i dont care cause u expressed your point of veiw  this reflects the insecurity and the person backs it up by putting all the fault on you  the person says the things which only a jerk can say ' and when you ask for an apology , guess what ? you get an annoying answer ,  " i didnt do anything wrong " thats when you realise the person you knew was either a fake or has died (conscience ) the most overrated step of ignorance is taken  it gets harder and with hopes you will be able to hold on you continue .................. given the will you hold onto your best friends ? forgive them ?  give them a chance ?

sometimes in our life ( i.e most of the times ) we are asked to adjust  adjust in a something lesser than what we expected  well , im not against adjusting but according to me  people who adjust are always made to adjust  some people might not agree to this theory of mine but isnt it true ? if we take any decisive situation of our life this turns out to be true  in some situations we all should fight back , take a chance  not adjust  adjustment keeps us on the ground , dont we all want to fly ? we should break out of all adjustments  take a chance with all the risk  fail/succeed - no matter what the result is we will feel satisfied ( maybe a little sad with failure ) but we will be happy for not adjusting  exhume . 

stability , a state of mind for which we all crave . but the very idea of unexpectedness / epiphany , amuses us  sometimes when we look out the window we want to see a sky full of stars  conjecturing that those stars resemble persons who were / are very close to ourselves  just by that delusion a warm feeling rushes through our body , known as satisfaction .  inevitability of a circumstance , makes us insecure in every way  the thought of stepping into oblivion drowns our mind in the river of fear  everyone wants to leave a mark in this world before they fade into the dust  but very few are privileged to get opportunities like that  there is a good saying that " to see a rainbow you have to face the rain " hence remembered are only those who stepped into the inevitable and conquered it all  the sky is full of stars , so reach up high , and  grab one . 

rains.............................. the very word fills us with anticipation sitting by the window , a cup of tea and a good book thats all we need this is the season of rejuvenation  so get down ! get wet ! forget all your worries , and soak yourself in the rains .........

well the reputation sticks........ whenever we point someone out as a backbencher , we are absolutely not referring to the seating position we are referring to the characteristics such as -- * should not take notes *doodling is the prime subject *sometimes hot too ;) and no matter what backbenchers are the glitter / entertainment of any classroom

i know it sounds kind of preachy / religious but its pretty simple .  what do we want when we are in a bad mood ? - solitude . what keeps us out of trouble ? - solitude  what helps us figuring things out ? - solitude  hence, solitude isnt that religious / preachy . the biggest perk solitude is we are able to see a clearer version of our-self .  we get hurt , we cry , ..................................... then after all this we are able to take a proper decision .  once you have let go of your dream / goal , you feel like letting go of everything , you feel like crushing your heart with your own hands .cause you believe that pain  is all you can ever get . sleepless nights get filled with tears which goes absolutely unnoticed . in chats your feelings get buried with all those emoticons . this is something we only keep to ourselves . but .................after all this we still have a tiny ray of hope !

how to start over ? how to forget ? how to forgive ? how to let go ? AND how to believe ? all these hows are rooted in our lives . every hour we atleast ask one of the above questions to ourselves. and search for answers within ourselves .we cant express ourselves fully to anyone even to our besties , we hold a lot of things back . these things become primary topics of us conversing to ourselves . we say to ourselves "i should have known " -- the fact of us being naive is completely ignored . our conscience soothes us , and after a few days the matter gets buried . we forget , start over , and let go ..................... the obvious question asked by our fellow mates " hows life ? " is simply answered by " im fine " . these two words buries all the thought process , and reflects only the glitter , the matte side is only limited to us .

               At the inception we start dreaming                  making a list , fulfilling the requirements  but then comes the reaping  making all the amendments our course stands changed rather corrected we feel agitated  violence resurrected  we feel mutilated on the precipice  we embrace the idea of acceptance  we suffice , we adjust  and we let go  we just follow the new and amended path  but with the flame of our original dream 

The most beautiful game football's grandest stage FIFA is just three days away With excitement rushing through our veins we ardently wait for 12 June We remember the legends - maradona,  pele and welcome the new - messi,  ronaldo,  neymar! 36 countries 31 days 1 cup Its not a game it's a battle! 

a novel a perfect definition of love it proves that no matter in what stage your are love will always be there its raw its a love song <3 i would recommend everyone to read and then re - read

we all are easily flattered a little encouragement and there we are amidst the cloud 9 . we are always told to be down to earth , but what they actually mean is " you stay down or we put you down " . we are promised an extravaganza but what we  get is an alternative . and automatically our mind shifts to " child mode " , we feel like a child who was denied the most exciting game / toy . all the flattering is scraped off , we are left with a new and fresh layer of disappointment . the path we chose is kicked out and we are given a new path , and told to be acquainted with it . we take the new path but with a crushed heart . what hurts more is that we had an option but were told to choose otherwise . and there we stand thrown from cloud 9 , staring at the path of our barren dreams and walking away ..................................   

its weird but we experience it a lot ! that sudden sad feeling  that comes rushing to you you are not heartbroken or lost but you just feel sad. and you think about all the bad things that has happened to you or you have ever done . this feeling is a mixture of - sadness, guilt , loneliness etc. the only thing that soothes you is solidarity , headphones and a good collection of songs . it is pretty obvious that we will not hear " pump up the party " , we tend to choose the emotional/sad songs . this is the moment where we actually feel the lyrics and try to connect it with our own lives . this sudden emotional drive happens  rarely but makes us aware of our darkest fears and guilts .

honestly speaking both of the shows have the same kind of background stories and i have seen both them but representation of one of the shows is better ! MALE LEADS : Edward vs Stefan : i mean seriously can both of them even be compared . in thw whole  movie edward has the same constipated expression and is not even  well built . stefan <3 he has expressions with a good built structure and   can actually make you fall in love with him . Jacob vs Damon : both of them have a tie . cause both of  them are just awesome . they actually work as the eye candy of the whole venture . damon 's smile and jacob' s six packs are to die for !                         FEMALE LEADS : Bella vs Elena : bella is expressionless - in the whole saga its hard to figure out when she  is sad or angry or happy its all same .elena on the other hand is much more expressive especially playing a double role . all ...

after every fall their comes a possibility  to return standing tall  and to prove our fidelity  when we regret our choices  doubt ourself we hear our inner voices and say " look at yourself " people with two faces are in every walk of life they leave their traces  even after the strife and then our minds struggle to solve the dilemma all the paths juggle  by facing this trauma then comes our rebirth  we are stronger find ourselves in the hearth  we are now better 

"overreaction " everyone is well aware of this word but very few people avoid this feeling ! this feeling is just the proof of cowardice a person cant a trust a good friend just because of false assumptions- this is being coward people should understand that the decision to solve a matter is very hard to take especially knowing that the decision will cost you one of your friends, and the people who dont appreciate this decision have no right to accuse other people . once the first step  towards the  solution is taken by one person the other backs out by saying " leave it , its my fault " . that person pretends to be a martyr and guilt rushes through your veins . your mind knows that its not your fault , but heart contradicts . then the use of certain lines or statements start like " will not disturb you " . by the sight , these sentences appear to symbolise care but  they are truly nothing but TAUNTS . avoidng / ignoring - are never the right optio...

as it is said " there is a good thing about bad time , that  it ends " we are so entangled with all our problems and expectations , that we forget to take a time out just pause everything for a while and look through everything pressure of studies , family , relatives ,,,,,, overburdens us nd we get used to it we need to break these chains in order to achieve our dreams . no matter what others say listen to your heart and there wont be any room for regret

it is true !!!!! time heals even the deepest of the wounds ! even the worst memories fade away , and then we start finding a way back sometimes we just need inspiration not negotiation . hence the phrase " give it time " is actually valid and is not fully meaningless some scenarios in our life just provide us evidence for the same no one wants to get hurt but its these mistakes that provide us the clearer versions of ourselves just like diamond is cut a thousand times before getting the perfect shape no matter how hurt we are ,  there is always a possibility that everything will become better #be strong #keep hope

  not every wish is in the range everyone doesn't get a second chance to change  i would like to go back and change my mistakes  use all my retakes  my fears and hopes are safe in the corners of my mind  just waiting to unwind  there is no time machine that can grant you second chance no magic that can grant your wish  our lives are like freelance  waiting for magic to come and "swish" this childish wish gives us hope  helps us to get through life  gives us a wider scope helps us to ignore the strife 

its really weird ! that this simple sentences is used in two very different meanings in one way this ensures the continuity of a stronger and longer friendship . it gives a splurge of happiness , a sweep of satisfaction , when these words are said by a friend . you will feel like a celebrity appreciated for a moment . but the other way of using this sentence isn't "a pocket full of sunshine " . this way marks the end of a friendship . no matter how thin the friendship is when it breaks its hurts the same . you will feel like a shattered glass that cannot be fixed . i really hope this sentence is always used in the first way !

this sentence is the best to avoid all your problems ... the moment you start solving a misunderstanding with someone and trying to make that person believe that this was no ones fault , the person gets offended and starts to accuse you of partisanship . the person just makes you feel so guilty that you will be shocked you will feel like do you even know this person ? o.O the present reflects in front your eyes but you just want to be trapped in the past . you just want the person the way he was not this new rude , overreactive and angry person . every word coming from this person becomes a taunt , and you will start feeling like a sword is stabbing  your heart every time the words are said . this person just proves that hurt comes from the most unexpected people . the best way to solve matters is to calm down , look all the possibilities and then make a decision .but every person doesnt follow the code . the level of hope within you reduces to approximately zero . your bra...

it is rightly said " never judge a book by its cover " . people pretend a lot - they pretend to care, to give support .............. and we all believe it . it hurts it really hurts when the truth of a person so close to you is revealed , you will feel like hell is unleashed on earth . i mean why do people have to pretend ??? being true will get them many more friends . people talk about giving three chances but trust me in the second chance everyone loses their belief . then the person starts being rude and when you question them the reason for this obscure attitude they just give the simplest of all replies " nothing " . i mean is it so hard to understand that you are getting hurt due to this irrational behavior . well till date there is no escape from this situation but the best way to avoid it is reacting in  the same way to the person . if that person doesn't care about you why should you ? and remember if you have not seen the bad side of a person you do...

this five letter word means so much i gt to knw it tdy . first of all its fragile and at times meaning less. i really cant believe the  person whom i trusted the second time even after he broke my trust is questioning me . second chances are a joke ! i gave the person a second chance ! and he today questioned me. so now even i am questioning myself was i right to give that person a second chance . that person should consider giving me a second chance and i didnt even do anything . i have reached the conclusion never give anyone a second chances  no one is worth it , they pretend to be thankful then hurt you in the worst way possible and then they use another five letter word SORRY as if that makes a difference , just saying that you forgive someone does it really come from heart , it is just a meaning less syllable which we say as a formality . forgiveness is overrated . i mean how can anyone trust the person who broke the trust , the vice versa is just a myth in reality no ...

Forgiving people - its easy  to say but the hardest thing to do . i mean how can anyone forgive the person who has broken their trust ? will they be able to believe in that person again ? will they really be able to forget what that person has done ? these are some of the unanswered questions . it is always considered benevolent to forgive people but fake forgiveness is worse than not forgiving . there are some people who have a certain power over you , even when you are supposed to hate them you cant , the bond remains ...... you promise yourself to never talk to that person .to  never help that person ! but when that person asks you hesitantly you say yes ! its really weird . and when that person asks for forgiveness for a few months u will ignore it with all the power within but later your inner conscience will force you to forgive . this can be really confusing and puckish ! after forgiving you will be continuously think "why did i forgive "  the best thing i...

well dreams generally signify hope or provide us goals , that we determine to achieve. i sometimes think that they signify thing which we cannot have or we cant get. that is at times depressing . when u lose a game u will dream about winning it ! when u lose an argument , u will continously dream about the statements u cud hv said . i think dreams provide us wid goals but also depress us sometimes by reminding of our failures . 

Well most of the tym exes nd enemies r considered to be the same ! nd to ur surprise their r differents ways in wich an ex cn react thy r :- TYPE 1 :- a mortal enemy will hv every intention to make ur lyf miserable will nt stand the sight of u will literally fight wid u (verbally ) TYPE 2 :- will actually stay as a frnd will be helping to solve ur probs will be the one who u cn look up to if any prob occurs will never trouble u  --------  well i hope everyone gets the type two waaale exes bt at the end its ur luck !