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DIABOLICAL

the parade of sleepless nights never ends . nostalgia never ends . wait never ends . we are apparently nothing but simple souls in complex bodies . our simple soul is unable to take the burden of our problems hence we put it on our complex body's most important part-brain .  i am sitting and staring at my bookshelf , wondering if these books were some alternate reality which only certain people had access to . a reality where career and studies and money were secondary . a reality where we could live the lives of all the protagonists from those books .
in this evident + professional + practical world being diabolical is being smart .
diabolical is actually a much more sophisticated  word than its meaning , the meaning is " devilous " or "satanic" which is kinda dramatical . isn't it ?
a better yet more realistic thing is to create an alter ego , welcome schizophrenia  into your life , it will be just like having all your books come to life , imagining whatever you desire and the plus point ! switch it off whenever you want to .
so until and unless any of those two circumstances come true
diabolical way is the easiest way for me

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