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JET BLACK HEART

Sleepless nights were not new to her anymore . Nights went by as she lay awake staring at the ceiling but buried deep in thoughts . Her mind was extraordinary , she was one of the creative ones . One of these nights as she was sitting in the balcony with a cigg in her hand , she started thinking about the day he confessed his love and how happy she was , she couldn't have been happier , afterall he was all she ever wanted . She was on her third cigg by now as she struggles to find her phone , she looked all  around and heard a faint buzzing sound coming from underneath the pillows , she pushed them aside and returned to her position fiddling with her phone she lights up her fourth cigg , and goes through all the previous chats which were dated months ago . She realized it had been around six months since they had talked , she started laughing thinking about how a minute never passed without talking to him and now it had been over half a year.........yet she was still breathing .
She did not regret dating him , actually she never regretted dating anyone . Every person she ever dated made her what she was now . She knew she was not the same person she was a couple of years ago and she knew she was never gonna be that person ever again . Her beautiful crimson heart was now jet black and gets darker as it breaks ......


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