It was just another night , she was lying awake going
through everything , reliving it all again . What if she would have said yes ?
What if she would have continued her relationship ? so many unanswered what ifs
. More than anything or anyone she was thinking about that one person , the one
person with whom she felt that spark , the one person who the universe
conspired to meet . She gets glimpses of their shared memories , she remembers
staring into each other’s eyes , enjoying the silence , fighting worse than cats
and dogs , all of these were just appearing in her mind like a cinematic
flashback . She remembers waking hand in hand not caring about careers or
future or anything and above all she remembers how his face lit up when she
arrived smiling , all the sorrows used to get masked by that welcoming smile .
Slowly . the flashback went to some bitter parts , he was honest and she was
not honest , she was scared of the oblivion which lied ahead , having lost the
people that mattered most made her a coward , and her cowardice killed the
spark , pushed him away . He was gone and reality hits her , her eyes open and
she realizes that she was dreaming . She checked the clock it was 8 AM , so she
tried to sleep again but she couldn’t so she freshened up . She started going
through her closet , trying to find that perfect dress , after rummaging
through her entire closet she found a dress worthy of the date . He invited her
to their neighborhood bar at 6 Pm , her excitement actually made her punctual for
the first time . She arrived at the destination at sharp 6 and saw him waiting
there in the corner booth , so perfect , she felt it but all the while she was thinking about her
dream was it just a nightmare ? or a premonition ?
Happiness a wonderful drug which we are addicted to since birth . At first , life just throws happiness at you , luring you in , getting you addicted and just when you think that yes , i have reached a state of inner peace , life starts asking for tax . Is the feeling of happiness enough to pay the tax ? what is the tax ? Well, its basically anything that makes you unhappy , from minor inconveniences to major fall throughs , All falls in the theory of yin and yang , the balance of life . Without us realizing it life does balance it out . Each moment of happiness is equalized with each moment of pain , so we are kept neutralized . Maybe life doesn't want anyone to be completely happy . What is complete happiness ? a brief moment which passes by in the blink of an eye. How many times can you handle the balance of life ?how many times can you pay the tax , till you decide not to smile at all?

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