The cold winds brought back an ache in heart which she had long forgotten , it made her visit those old memories , those old photographs locked away in a folder seldom visited. Patiently she scrolled through every photograph , revisiting every memory , it seemed like a lifetime ago. She said to herself "that's not me , it cannot be " . She couldn't believe the change that was brought by time . People who meant the world to her , now were unread chats in her phone . People whom she considered as oxygen , now were hardly a part of her life . Reality struck her , tears filled her eyes , she didn't know what to do . She searched for her phone frantically , and started replying to all those unread messages and waited for the replies , praying with all her soul that it wasn't too late . She wanted it all back , the warmth , the bond , the love . Her phone pinged , she screamed "hallelujah ! " , she was not late but not every one replied . At that moment she realized. Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny. The walk down the memory lane gave her a reality check from time to time .
Happiness a wonderful drug which we are addicted to since birth . At first , life just throws happiness at you , luring you in , getting you addicted and just when you think that yes , i have reached a state of inner peace , life starts asking for tax . Is the feeling of happiness enough to pay the tax ? what is the tax ? Well, its basically anything that makes you unhappy , from minor inconveniences to major fall throughs , All falls in the theory of yin and yang , the balance of life . Without us realizing it life does balance it out . Each moment of happiness is equalized with each moment of pain , so we are kept neutralized . Maybe life doesn't want anyone to be completely happy . What is complete happiness ? a brief moment which passes by in the blink of an eye. How many times can you handle the balance of life ?how many times can you pay the tax , till you decide not to smile at all?

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