BLURRED VISION

It was just like any other day , the Sun had risen at its usual time , the morning made the usual jarring noise as it did every morning and the morning laziness had still not worn off . It took everything in my body to just push myself out of the bed . Then with groggy eyes I got ready and left for college without having a proper conversation with mom . The instant I stepped out of the house , I shoved my earphones in and started the walk towards the college . Funnily enough this walk was the best part of my day , my music and me , nothing else interrupted . But unfortunately I lived only 10 mins away from my college , so the blissful time was handful . As I reached the premises it was the usual , people swarming from one place to another , one floor to another , giving the effect of constant motion . I too swarmed with the crowd and made my way in the college and as every college student , I started searching for my friend a.k.a  " clique " , thankfully I found them in an i...

I was running I looked around , it was a dimly lit street with sparse traffic I had my earphones on , so i was in my own universe I kept on running , for miles it seemed I am not an athletic person , but something was different today It felt like i was running from something , but couldn't tell what exactly it was Was i running from decisions ? ambition ? love ? commitment ?  With each leap i took I felt the communication with my soul was closing But i didn't stop I wanted to leave my soul behind And run far away My life flashed before me the first day of college , his smile , our first date And then our ridiculous fights , the break up night Suddenly a white light shined over me .. and something hit me i was on the road and then there was complete darkness.... I could feel my body come to absolute rest with excruciating pain......

yes , lets talk about every girl's secret fantasy the "happily ever after " . What is it actually ? From what we have have heard it is about meeting a perfect prince charming in some far far away land , falling in love and getting married or riding off into the sunset together . Sounds like a fairy tale , right ? The story which we have heard is so perfect that we don't believe it , nowadays this fairy tale has taken its own twisted turn .  Lets face it there are no prince charmings , we are not damsels in distresses anymore , we have evolved into more practical beings . Today rather than getting  fairy tale or a happily ever after we end up with adjustments , settlements ,and cheating other halfs .  Even after numerous encounters with such tradgedies we still hope for a fairy tale but why ? Our doesn't let us give up on the hope of something better no matter how bleak the hope is. So we live on scarring our hearts one mistake after another ..........

For me magic is when i'm in your arms , and the time stands still Every nerve in my body comes alive , and my eyes long to meet yours . That's all i would ever want That's all i would ever need , For me magic is our short unrecognized love story , looking back i see we were never meant to be and here we are stronger than ever waiting for a forever . It's been years my love and still when we meet , it feels like the first time , your shy smirk , and the spark when our hands touch if that ain't magic i don't know what else is .......

oh darling we could have been legends , but all i see now is the flicker of a relationship we had it started with all the colors as it always does but now silence engulfs us . Our eyes used to talk in their own language , now i can't even look at your face I don't hate you I don't think I ever can , but does it make me weak ? No , baby it makes me a pheonix and a tad bit of an incurable romantic Even now when the dark nights are filled with our memories a smile of peace comes across my face There was a time when anger filled me , and the thought of a conversation with you enraged me but there was also a time when your one look would have made my day and simple pleasantries would give me sleepless nights , Now i feel nothing , the balance is reached , there is neither hate or love in my heart for you we had wonderful moments together but it took us a while to come to terms with the reality that those moments were all we were ever going to have some r...