BLURRED VISION

well the reputation sticks........ whenever we point someone out as a backbencher , we are absolutely not referring to the seating position we are referring to the characteristics such as -- * should not take notes *doodling is the prime subject *sometimes hot too ;) and no matter what backbenchers are the glitter / entertainment of any classroom

i know it sounds kind of preachy / religious but its pretty simple .  what do we want when we are in a bad mood ? - solitude . what keeps us out of trouble ? - solitude  what helps us figuring things out ? - solitude  hence, solitude isnt that religious / preachy . the biggest perk solitude is we are able to see a clearer version of our-self .  we get hurt , we cry , ..................................... then after all this we are able to take a proper decision .  once you have let go of your dream / goal , you feel like letting go of everything , you feel like crushing your heart with your own hands .cause you believe that pain  is all you can ever get . sleepless nights get filled with tears which goes absolutely unnoticed . in chats your feelings get buried with all those emoticons . this is something we only keep to ourselves . but .................after all this we still have a tiny ray of hope !

how to start over ? how to forget ? how to forgive ? how to let go ? AND how to believe ? all these hows are rooted in our lives . every hour we atleast ask one of the above questions to ourselves. and search for answers within ourselves .we cant express ourselves fully to anyone even to our besties , we hold a lot of things back . these things become primary topics of us conversing to ourselves . we say to ourselves "i should have known " -- the fact of us being naive is completely ignored . our conscience soothes us , and after a few days the matter gets buried . we forget , start over , and let go ..................... the obvious question asked by our fellow mates " hows life ? " is simply answered by " im fine " . these two words buries all the thought process , and reflects only the glitter , the matte side is only limited to us .

               At the inception we start dreaming                  making a list , fulfilling the requirements  but then comes the reaping  making all the amendments our course stands changed rather corrected we feel agitated  violence resurrected  we feel mutilated on the precipice  we embrace the idea of acceptance  we suffice , we adjust  and we let go  we just follow the new and amended path  but with the flame of our original dream 

The most beautiful game football's grandest stage FIFA is just three days away With excitement rushing through our veins we ardently wait for 12 June We remember the legends - maradona,  pele and welcome the new - messi,  ronaldo,  neymar! 36 countries 31 days 1 cup Its not a game it's a battle! 

a novel a perfect definition of love it proves that no matter in what stage your are love will always be there its raw its a love song <3 i would recommend everyone to read and then re - read

we all are easily flattered a little encouragement and there we are amidst the cloud 9 . we are always told to be down to earth , but what they actually mean is " you stay down or we put you down " . we are promised an extravaganza but what we  get is an alternative . and automatically our mind shifts to " child mode " , we feel like a child who was denied the most exciting game / toy . all the flattering is scraped off , we are left with a new and fresh layer of disappointment . the path we chose is kicked out and we are given a new path , and told to be acquainted with it . we take the new path but with a crushed heart . what hurts more is that we had an option but were told to choose otherwise . and there we stand thrown from cloud 9 , staring at the path of our barren dreams and walking away ..................................